iv bin very upset with the quality of my drawings and i feel like i haven't improved at all its so depressing. i mean its fun to draw but when i see whats on the paper after i just hate myself that much more. i put my heart and soul in and in the end its all wasted on a hopeless stupid dream that i guess was never ment to happen i hate myself for the work iv done,and i hate myself for trying.the whole time iv bin drawing i was blissfully unaware of the expectation and standards,until i found this site and it hit me in the face like a ton of bricks,i had no clue as to how poorly i was doing compared to all of the artists and at the age im at now,still working in this quality,i should not only stop,but i should be ashamed.